Seventeen
I may be thin, but i aint no vegan
Life's full of troubles.Prepared?
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Monday, February 23, 2009
Last blogged @ Monday, February 23, 2009 Today like the suck donkey balls day.
arrrgh. i hate it. firstly i think my throat got furball or something stuck inside. Because its like very very itchy. plus my nose too. Goddamn itchy plus irritating. I think im going to be sick? haish. but i already ate panadol extra sey? i think its like 4x powerful than the normal panadol? i seriously don want to get a flue because i hate it when your throat go all itchy and hard to swallow plus stupid non-stop sneezing plus the mucus dripping all the way from your nose down to the mouth. Haish. i feel like killing myself uh. Which do you think will be the most unpainful way to die? 1) Hit by a Lorry 2) Jump from 12th Storey 3) Doing the hara-kiri 4)Slash my wrist 5)Electrcute myself with hairdryer 6)An autopsy, when im still alive. gaaaah. why everyone seems to be happy with their lives at home? why must i turn out this way? why must life be so unfair? and why am i starting to get all emotional again? its all because of monopoly. fuck it. i lose and i bankrupt, i didnt even get the chance to own a hotel. i don even own a house? all i own was some stupid train station which will lead to nowhere. sumpah sey takda link. hah actually there is la. hah everyone seems to have a nice peaceful family. but me? hah i don even talk to my first bro although we stayed in one roof. i don even get the love and time. yes i am proud to say i have a disfunctional family. wheres the brotherly love? fuck all that. if i were shot in a war would you be there to hold me till my dying seconds? would you? come to think of it no. You wont. All you did was just basically see me and ignore. hah like as if im not related to you at all.Even when we were to bump each other outside, we ignored each other Even when im small you didnt treat me like your own. only 2nd bro does. I know its hard for me to get close to you. Its been 7 years you were gone. imagine that. I cant possbibly imagine if im going to get close to you like im am with 2nd bro. Its hard. life still sucks whats the uses of me trying so hard to when your not even giving. basically i just hate your wife.. PERIOD! and i want to be close with you but i know thats not gona happen |
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Wxnn Seventeen I may be thin, but i aint no vegan Life's full of troubles.Prepared? |
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