Friday, January 16, 2009
Last blogged @ Friday, January 16, 2009
Up yours people. Blogging sucks, you guys sucks. I sucks. everything sucks. And this world sucks. Wanna know why im full of hate? Because hatred runs in me. and you know why hatred runs in me? because people turn their backs against me. and you wanna know why people turn their backs against me? thats the part that kept me questioned well enough about my daily rants about what i feel about life. because its gets me nowhere. so i better off keeping things in silence. so people come and go. yes. but what could i do. i just hate the fact that you changed. Your no longer whom i know. well i have friends who leaves me. and friends whos theres for me. but everything just seems wrong. if you think you people are helping me out of sympathy. then think again. Fxcked your sympathy. you people are just another preety face thats gona put up a performace. its so typcial
everythings changes when you get older. trust me. this sentence is so true. where are the promises we all once make? about not leaving each other. about not forgetting each other. all lies. pure lies. now we've all gone our separate ways leading separate lives. theres no us no more. yes i miss the old times. but nothing could be undone. some people have a diffrent perspective about the word "FRIENDS" where are the so called "friends" i knew who we would spent a whole lot of fun together. we crack each other, we slacked around after school together,went to malls and windoshop,skating along east coast at nite and cause havoc together,pushing and dropping trash bins late at nite together like some mad hooligan, even sitting around at blocks eating sushi could be one hell of a day. yes wheres all that. wheres all that gone now? it all seems to changed now. and i freaking miss that. but what could i do?
im so angry right now. i used to think that friends could get you through the night when you fall out of love. but its seems its just the same. the same feeling when you fall out of love but worser. you have nothing around you to make you feel better.
so i end my post here with a goodbye. yes i know its boring and dull. but who cares anyway right? I don have friends. im a loner.
and to that person whom i once looked up to, if your think you so perfect in a way. then you can go fxcked your girlfy upside down. u think your so great and all. only people should understand your temper. but do you understand ours? half part of me hates you. hah. well fxcked you. thats why some people get sick and tired of you. and they leave you. you should change dude. seriously. stop thinking that ur the great and all. because one day people will all drop down dead. by then theres nothing to your name. people wont give a damn about you.
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Wxnn
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