Seventeen
I may be thin, but i aint no vegan
Life's full of troubles.Prepared?
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Wednesday, December 10, 2008
Last blogged @ Wednesday, December 10, 2008 I have not stepped out of the house for like 3 days now,
been staying at home feeling kinda useless. With not even a single cent do i have in my wallet.Not even a single butt of ciggs did i smoked either.Nothing much inspires me lately. I feel rather down and out. Ive not bath for 3 straight days. Hah,kinda disgusting i know.To think of it,i woke up feeling depressed.I used to wake up everysingle day with the feeling of happiness that brightens my daily call.But nowadays, na uh. Woke up, feeling kinda pissed about the surroundings and all i did is watch tv till late afternoon.Depressing thats the term to use right? And im sorry if im not being myself lately.Because i too don know why im acting this way.All my moods went straight down the drain the moment i wake up everysingle day.Well and come to think of it. Friends do come and go.So much for sticking all the way and friends forever.Yes, i realised now. Im living without a purpose and im not important to the part of your lives.I realised now that my name will soon be forgotten.Forgotten by everyone.When you need me, you called me. When you don't, not even a single beep of my phone rings.Thanks alot friends. I know where i stand now.To me theres no such things as true friends. Because the next day.It all seems forgoten. Another week gona spent at home, I rather be dead now.To wake up feeling depressed each single day? How could i tolerate another week? I need to get some fresh air. But to come to think of it, theres no point. Theres nothing i could do.No money equals to no friends it seems. Yes it seems i may turn to one fxcked up kid again. So much for all those anger i had managed, Its haunting me again,and I cant control. just hope i wont be venting it on you. |
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Wxnn Seventeen I may be thin, but i aint no vegan Life's full of troubles.Prepared? |
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